My loving pappa,
I'm missing you every second of every day. Your body is still on Earth, but I know you have met your angel. I'll never forget the day you described her (4/28/10). You were telling Michael and me how beautiful she was. You kept looking for her while we were there. Michael asked if she spoke to you and you nodded yes; but you couldn't remember what she said. All you said was, "I feel I should.." then you trailed off. I think you meant, "I feel I should go with her." The whole time we were there (5:45 to 6:35 pm) you kept searching for her. I hope she helps you home soon. She's a welcomed sight to see.
Daddy is really sad about losing you. It makes me sad to see how upset he is; but, I understand how he feels. So many nights I sit and wish for "my" pappa back. That isn't fair. I should be happy and let you go on to the home you yearn for. Describing your angel gave me that peace. When Michael and I were saying our goodbyes, you kept saying "I love you" and "Tell Dominic I love him." As we were walking out the door, you waved. The same wave you would wave from the front porch as we were pulling away from the house. I'm so thankful for those last few moments with you.
I rest easy knowing you are going to walk the path you've dreamed of. Remember forever, you are now my guardian angel. I love you eternally.
Forever yours,
Jamie
I'm missing you every second of every day. Your body is still on Earth, but I know you have met your angel. I'll never forget the day you described her (4/28/10). You were telling Michael and me how beautiful she was. You kept looking for her while we were there. Michael asked if she spoke to you and you nodded yes; but you couldn't remember what she said. All you said was, "I feel I should.." then you trailed off. I think you meant, "I feel I should go with her." The whole time we were there (5:45 to 6:35 pm) you kept searching for her. I hope she helps you home soon. She's a welcomed sight to see.
Daddy is really sad about losing you. It makes me sad to see how upset he is; but, I understand how he feels. So many nights I sit and wish for "my" pappa back. That isn't fair. I should be happy and let you go on to the home you yearn for. Describing your angel gave me that peace. When Michael and I were saying our goodbyes, you kept saying "I love you" and "Tell Dominic I love him." As we were walking out the door, you waved. The same wave you would wave from the front porch as we were pulling away from the house. I'm so thankful for those last few moments with you.
I rest easy knowing you are going to walk the path you've dreamed of. Remember forever, you are now my guardian angel. I love you eternally.
Forever yours,
Jamie
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