Early Morning Thoughts

It's 1:30 A.M. and I can't sleep; therefore, a blog happens...


I miss being pregnant. I miss getting kicked and watching my belly jump with the hiccups. I miss not having a reason to not feel good about my body.


I'm tired of hearing "You're back in normal jeans? Do you know how many people hate you for that?" I'm tired of having to be nice. I'm tired of having my personal space invaded.


I wish the baby pudge would go away over night. I wish I could feel good enough for my husband again. I wish I was asleep right now instead of being awake because my mind is flooded with thoughts.


It's now 3 o'clock in the morning and I still can't sleep. The thoughts are killing me...